Ernest P Shackleton
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This speaks to me. Unfortunately, I was taught practicality and utility because of economics. I say it was unfortunate because it also makes it difficult to enjoy something, even practical and utilitarian things, without guilt and questioning. On the flip and positive side, which I appreciate more the older I get, it set the foundation for minimalist comfort. That's too wordy. What I'm saying is that it sucks to not be able to enjoy something free and clear of negative internal dialogue, but I do love minimalism and have little problem NOT obtaining things that I think are cool. I've come to nearly hate owning things. It's still a great pleasure to research, and if I let things rest long enough, I lose any desire to own them. Appreciate from afar. Nevertheless, from baseball cards to comic books to X, Y, and Z, I've always had something in particular to occupy my time and thoughts. You know, hobbies. I'm baffled by people who have no hobbies but making money/career/working. They seem to have no curiosity or fascinations. My curiosity and fascination is endless.I don’t really collect anything. I have obsessive tendencies for sure. I’ll go whole hog on a particular object/thing but won’t collect multiples. As soon as I’m done with something I donate or sell it. Material things don’t hold my interest for very long and not enough to hoard in huge quantities.
I'll get a bunch of something, learn about it until there is a high level of satisfaction, dump most of it, and move onto the next thing. I'm obsessive, but the physical remnants of those obsessions aren't something you'll find in my belongings.