I’m sorry to hear that man. You and I must be polar opposites because I had the exact same reaction when I got my first Aero jacket, a brown CXL steer hide Highwayman. It was an absolutely beautiful jacket but I kept looking at pictures here of Cordovan jackets and wishing that I had gone for that instead.I ordered a brand new Longshoreman from Aero in cordovan and to be honest I am somewhat disappointed with that color. I wish now that I had gone with brown or black. I suppose a lot of it has to do with the particular jacket style but in this case, for me it just doesn't cut it. Just an FYI - because once you buy it you are stuck with it. ;-)